Alpha groups run across the world and is a great group to be a part of to learn and discuss the claims of Jesus. No pressure to talk or answer, but you can ask whatever you want.
We run online Alpha courses regularly and there are a few starting soon: email firstname.lastname@example.org
Please feel free to email us to make contact or find out when the next group starts. We'd love to plan a chance to sit down and talk over any questions you may have. We will take you seriously.
You may have some idea of what your life is all about, or none at all. The good news is that Jesus loves you and wants you to benefit from all he does. Jesus has done everything that needs to be done to be fully forgiven and connect with God's great plan for eternity. No matter who you are or what you've experienced... there is Hope.
You also might want to check out the Christianity.net website to find out more about Jesus and how to start following him yourself.